Storm

Category: By jag03
It's been raining in here since 2 am, and mind you it's not just simple rains, these are heavy rains I'm talking about...
It has rained nonstop from 2 am till now when it's already 2 pm, and there's no sign at all that it's gonna stop in anyway...
There was also a blackout for at least 5 hours in here and I hope that, that would be the last blackout for the day coz it's pretty dark and pretty cold outside and it would sure get me so bored if I don't get to do anything for the rest of the day...
Anyway, it's pretty sad what happened to the ship on the news, no survivors found just bodies floating... Pretty scary right, that's what I hate so much about storms all they cause is disaster, disaster, and more disasters...
 

It's Raining Again...

Category: , By jag03
Why does everytime I feel down, whenever I feel as though I'm sinking in a puddle of mud it would rain as though it could feel what I'm feeling and when I don't want to cry it feels as though it's the one doing the crying for me, is it just me? Has anyone else ever felt this way, just when you're all depressed and like you just hit you're all time low it's gonna rain...
I'm just a bit depressed, alright, maybe not a bit, maybe I am depressed after all my only true source of happiness broke up with me, *sigh*, that darned rain...
 

Composing...

By jag03
What does it take to have your compositions published?
And if it does get published, can you actually benefit from it?
I don't know, I just love to make songs but, sometimes I hope that they become something more than just a way to vent out...
Yeah, so every person can compose anything, but, sometimes, I just can't help but hope that maybe something great would come out of it...
Be discovered, be heard...
Always thought that was possible, maybe for some, but that doesn't include me...
Too bad...
 

Parents and Alternative Music

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What is up with parents and alternative music?


My mom just can't stand them, she says it's too loud when it's not...


What's wrong with alternative music, sometimes I think of Alternative Music as an allergens and parents get hayfever whenever they hear one, or get close to hearing one...


Maybe it's just my parents but never in the whole of my existence (since I started listening and playing Alternative Rock), did my parents ever approve of the music I play...


Are all parents like that or am I the only pitiful soul whose parents can't stand the distorted sound of an electric guitar??? Am I the only pitiful soul whose parents can't stand too much beating of drums?


Once, I told them to try listening to the lyrics maybe that would change their minds about the music FYI my parents think that Alternative Music are music made by demonic followers, crazy huh?


Well that didn't work out as well, now I gotta listen to my type of music only if I'm using a headset or I'm playing it at the lowest possible level...


Rock On!!!
 

Book Review: Beauty's Punishment

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Beauty’s Punishment
Author: A. N. Roquelaure

In “The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty”, it was told that Sleeping Beauty was awaken by the Prince’s passion and kiss, and was then taken away to his kingdom to be his personal naked slave. It was found that it is a custom for Princes and Princesses to be taken to the court of Queen Eleanor to serve as the Courts playthings or naked slaves until such a time that they are rewarded and sent home. Beauty had tried so desperately to please her Prince and her sometimes Mistress Lady Juliana. But, apart from that, she can not help but notice that she is enthralled by two other naked slaves, Prince Alexi, Queen Eleanor’s naked slave, and Prince Tristan the disgraced of the castle. Beauty was an obedient naked slave but after glimpsing Prince Tristan, she has decided to bring herself to shame, so that she’ll be brought to the same punishment as the handsome Prince Tristan.

At the end of the first installment of the Sleeping Beauty trilogy, Beauty found herself in a huge wooden cart, crowded with naked slaves, ready to be drawn towards the Village, the harshest punishment a naked slave could be sent to.

After the lot has been brought to the Village Market Place, they had to await the commencement of the Auction, where they would be sold even to the lowliest stable boys who bid high enough. Prince Tristan forced into the platform being man-handled by the auctioneer, his nakedness feast upon by the eyes of the Villagers, after many bids finally, Prince Tristan was sold to the Queen’s Chronicler and Chief Historian of the Queen’s Village, Nicholas. Next off the Block was Beauty herself, being punished by the auctioneer with a paddle, and was then sold to the Inn Keeper, Mistress Jennifer Lockley, for 27 pieces of gold.

At this part of the story start Beauty’s struggles through pain and pleasure under the hands of her Mistress and the Captain of the Guard, who has been captivated by Beauty. As part of her punishment, she was submitted to different violence coupled with pleasure. She had to be taught to control her own sexuality which is something that Beauty has always found to hard to bear. And also being brought into the place of public punishment where all naked slaves are brought to humiliation as the eyes of the villagers feast upon their suffering. On the other side of the Village, Prince Tristan’s struggle as the naked slave of Nicholas, where he was submitted to humiliation of unequaled magnitude compared to Beauty.

Essentially, the story jumps to and fro Beauty and Prince Tristan’s struggles, resistance, mortification, and gratification.

At last, we see Beauty and Tristan’s adjustment to the difficulties they were submitted to. But sadly, our hero and heroine found themselves suddenly captured by Raiders, to be taken to another land as exotic merchandise.


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The first part of this blog is just a brief summary of the novel Beauty's Punishment, author A.N. Roquelaure, for those who are not aware A.N. Roquelaure is Anne Rice's pen name whenever she's writing erotic novels...


I have read the trilogy, couldn't believe there could be so much eroticism and seduction in such a book. And this is Anne Rice we're talking about, she's supposed to be writing thriller and horror stuff, she writes about vampires and the lot, but who'd have thought that she could also write about alluringly erotic book.


You better check this novel out, hard to find book, but definitely a great reading material. Especially if you're all bored...


Peace out...


"When all else fails, men turn to reason" - Abba Eban
 

I just don't understand why?

Category: , By jag03
It's over, people should be happy when it's over, I'm not I hope you are...


For now, I just need to focus with my review and get some work done, and I just need some time for myself... Well, of course I'm not asking to be alone, I just mean that I need to take some time off from all these relationship deals... It's just pretty tiring...

And to top it off just in case you're wondering why I wouldn't just take on that person who texted me, well it's because it's just a complete waste of my time, and I don't wanna go back to someone who has been part of my past, the past where I never liked myself. I'd rather be alone than go back to who I was before...
Let me just quote the song hero heroine by boys like girls
"You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming...
I feel like a hero
and you are my heroine....
Do you know that your love
is the sweetest sin?"
You caught me off guard after what happened, but you know what I'll be fine... I'm never gonna regret all that has happened between us, because you have been the next best thing that has ever happened to me. Thank you...
 

Last Blog for the Night...

Category: By jag03
i've been yawning uncontrollably, my eyes are involuntarily opening and closing at the sound of an incoming mail... But, unfortunately, it is time for me to get to bed... There's no way I could blog with my eyes open yet my mind half-asleep, I'm about to drift off to sleep any second. Hope I get to finish this blog before that happens.
Saw another PTC site, always interests me, they're free and all that but, after just a few minutes of signing up I was given offers to purchase stuff that I don't even need what was that all about? You have got to be kidding me... That's just like being cut by a driver when there's not even a single traffic in sight. Like going to the grocery on a Sunday and getting people drive their carts on your feet. What the heck is that about?
I wish I could actually find a site that would pay me just because I deserve to be paid.
I remember the other night, I e-mailed an application for the home typist position, I got a reply earlier saying my application is under review, and that I should check out a certain PTC site if I wanted to earn a few bucks while awaiting approval of my application. Duh! First time that's ever happened to me. That's like being asked by some HR personnel to go check out another company, if I wanted to earn a few bucks while awaiting response from them. Am I getting this all wrong? Or was that they're way of turning down my application while trying to avoid hurting my feelings. Well, I'm still interested with the position, it says they pay 640 php a day and I get to stay at home. So whatever they're getting at, guess I'll just have to wait and see...
Once again,
Think Positive....
 

Late Nights with the PC

Category: , , By jag03
Wow, here we go again, I just finished this blog awhile ago and it just went amiss... That s u c k s, just a bit...

Anyway I started out my blog (that's missing) with how much I weigh now... Normally, my weight is ranging from 113 - 115 pounds, and right now I'm at my all-time fatty pounds, I'm already at 129 pounds... I haven't gone jogging for the past week and eating really fattening foods and I just feel so bloated, this late nights with the PC are not helping at all...

Well, anyway I've been blogging for a few bucks... It may seem like such a stretch but maybe that's how it always goes for starters, I just gotta think positive...

Think Positive. Now that's something I should do, I only lost a little blog imagine if it was a blog that's way way longer than this is...

There, I'm thinking positive...
 

The McDonald's Rider

Category: , , By jag03
My sister is a McDonald's fanatic, my nephew is a McDonald's Baby, when she was pregnant my sister just wanted to eat Nuggets and Fries from McDonald's so we basically, ALWAYS, maybe not everyday but at least twice a week get to eat at McDonald's or sometimes we just get the food delivered. So you see the picture? There's no problem delivering to our place coz we're old customers and there haven't been any problem with deliveries, they do get late but who cares that's how much my sister loves McDonald's. Then just a week ago, my sister wanted to have some shaker fries and the all-time favorite nuggets.
After an hour we got a call from McDo saying that the rider has already left but he forgot to bring the french fries with him, and we were also informed that the rider who brought our order was not our usual rider, it was a new rider so ok, in short they were asking us to be a bit more understanding just in case the rider gets late, and also for forgetting the fries but for us not to worry because our usual rider just came in and he's just gonna try to catch up with the first rider who was ahead by 30 minutes by the way. So, by the time it got to an hour and a half my sister was a bit furious coz we were worried about the quality of the french fries and the burgers and the nuggets.
AND OF COURSE WE WERE HUNGRY, duh, that was around 12 midnight.
Ok, so we were listening for the sound of a scooter passing by when we finally heard one I shouted at the rider but he didn't take notice of us, after another 15 minutes he finally arrived because we had our maid follow him and show him our house. We were really pissed but then he apologized so it was supposed to be a no biggie, oh yeah, I forgot to mention that our usual rider got in just a few seconds after the new one arrived. And they were apologizing, the new rider didn't even know that he left the fries. When the maid went inside she was just furious, and we asked her why, the rider, the one who was late for more than an hour and a half said that he had a hard time finding our house because we lived in the "squatter's area", when she said the term we were all just furious and instantly called McDonald's to complain. That jerk of a rider was late and we didn't even scold him for that but to find out that he typecast, our place as a squatter's area just because he had difficulty finding our place just pissed us off. This was the first time it ever happened to us, other fast food companies have delivered to us Pizza Hut, Jollibee, McDonald's(most of the time), and YellowCab never complained about finding our place then this new rider, whoever he was if I had known much sooner what he just said I would have taken his name and taught him a lesson.
We filed a complaint with McDonald's customer service but we don't know what happened with the rider. I hope they suspend him or something so that he never does the same thing to other consumers as well. It was just so offending.
Next time, I hope people would be more cautious with the words they use especially if they don't have any right to say such things.
It was just really disappointing. Very Disappointing. We love McDonald's but if they continue employing services of people who are not careful in choosing their words. They might end up losing a lot of customers.
But, McDonald's don't worry my sister is still addicted with your nuggets, but if you send out another rider just like that one. I don't know we just might lose our appetites for nuggets and fries.
 

A review on the movie, Sabrina(1995)...

Category: , , , By jag03
Ok, well the other week I was with my sister in Mall of Asia just doing some shopping, actually she's doing her shopping not me. And then we came across Astrovision I think, and goodness they were offering buy one take one's on different movies that I really liked and one of them is Sabrina.

This movie features Harrison Ford, Julia Ormond and Greg Kinnear.

As I have told you in my profile I've got a thing about romantic movies. Guess it's because I'm such a hopeless romantic.

Well, it's sort of an ugly duckling turned beautiful swan type of story. If you've never heard of the movie before, or watched this movie before you'd think that Julia Ormond (Sabrina) is going to end up with Greg Kinnear (David Larabee), but you've got another thing coming, since Sabrina is in the way of an important merger, Harrison Ford (Linus Larabee) comes to the scene to try and stall Sabrina from being David's new infatuation. Well, he ends up falling in love with her for real, and so does she.

I don't know I just love romance. Guess it's because it feels great to watch successful love stories, they give you hope that maybe one day you could have that too...
 

Introducing: Myself

By jag03
Hi! I'm a new blogger here, and I just want my first blog to be about myself.
It's not gonna be too long because there's not much to tell you.
I'm a (not so proud) member of the gay community (rather lesbian community).
I thought it would be better off to start a blog with an honest introduction.
So that's basically me gay and out.